Runaway from love,To Travel

I actually blogged a post bout my "long distance relationship". Don't know if you have read it, but you can read it HERE. So many of you came to tell me that you're reading my blog, I been receiving so many messages, emails and tweet to ask me stay strong. So many of you, I am so overwhelmed. I am fine, you don't feel so sad when you bury yourself with work. Sometimes when I feel bad, think of " Keep yourself busy!" Just go and walk around, its a big world out there.

This is St Luke Church, well known as the 'bombed out church' that located at Bold Street, Liverpool. It once damaged at World War 2 and this church was hit by an incendiary boom at 1941. But now signify as a memorial to peace. This explain why am I here, cause I need peace lol lol. One of the landmark in Liverpool, I really enjoy the view around here.

I wonder is it true that you gain more friends when you lose a boyfriend, so your life can be more or less to be fair. I don't gettit? My mind is filled with buzzing thought, but my bffsss never fail to make me happy. Before I decided to blog about it, I was reluctant to reveal so much in my blog. Some people out there might read this as a joke? Is this a sign of weakness? It's awkward. But I think many people having the same experience, the broke up stage, so it must be told. I made my decision to blog,I think is okay to be emotional as we are human. I don't think being a strong person is about ignoring or hiding your feelings. People need to realize that being open isn't' the same as being weak. You live and you learn. 

Meanwhile I also encouraged Shelyn to blog, since she broke up also lolll. Is not a trend ok! Back to single. Back to alone. And I am happy my blog become a space that I share bout my feelings, travel experience and etc instead of adv platform. I am happy if my blog make you think that " Oh I can feel you, I can feel the author". 

So how to walk away from your sadness? TRAVEL. ( escapism) 

I missed him terribly but I know this was not a right thing to do! So I threw myself in work, I hung out, I walked around the city. I visited the China Town" 唐人街 " in Liverpool around Nelson Street. Nothing can beat my homeland's sunshine and culture. I feel like I back to home, proud to be a Chinese. Btw I so craving for Asian food and I can't really cook! We bought some ingredients from china town, but I still can't cook. 

My meals:

Breakfast: milk, forever milk

Lunch: Potato, broccoli, chicken breast, egg ( Repeat)

Dinner: sausage, egg again, ham ( whatever you can put into microwave)
Teatime: Ice cream
Supper: Kebab, fried chicken ( unhealthy)

THAT'S ALL! 

I made this!

My cute masterpiece

Found this beautiful dreamcatcher

Trust me! You'll put everything behind when you go to travel! I understand it's like once you been hurt, you have this fear that the next person is going to break your heart again. You might be very low self confident. 

There's one day I randomly told Eliza :"I must be ugly now so I broke up.When I back to Malaysia, you please accompany me for facial, gym class, eyebrow embroidery, bla bla bla"  

She did not answered me, and I continue saying :" Ok not? I need to fix my ugly face"

And she replied :" Yey ok! I need to fix mine too! "

LOLLLL I thought she wan't agreeable with me! Steady!

And she continue :" I am fine to accompany you to do whatever shit you want. You can change your outlook, fix your face, but never change yourself, your real personality. Because if a person he loves you, he love everything of you, and love is not depending on your outlook"  Ahhhhhh I melted! I like her so much, she is very bubbly and a loyal friend.

So, just be yourself. No matter what!
Don't let the world or anyone change you.